Basically...its been forever

dude, i suck. not literally but seriously... i suck. lol i havent posted in like idk years it seems. i love to write but i hate to...login? what idk lol so heres the 411 over the last years of life

Cadence is offically 8 months old. As of yesterday. 3 teeth, crawls *if thats what u want to call it* backwards, sits up like a little lady. The sad thing is that im pretty sure shes over the crossing her feet thing which totally bums me the f out because dude it was "her" thing right? dang them learning new things. She eats 2 - 4oz jars of baby food a day and 4 bottles. Sleeps about 12 hours a night. Generally, at 7am when Marcus leaves for work, he brings her in bed with me and we snuggle for a couple more hours. It's nice. Snuggling = more sleep :-D Who doesnt love more sleep? i see no 1 raised their hands... I find myself staring into her B E A UTIFUL face thinking... where in the world did my baby go?! The little tiny girl that used to just lay there and smile at mommy has become a tempered little diva - learning things when she wants to and doesnt really care if mom is worried or not. Currently, she is on her stomache, on the floor, attempting to get something from under the couch. My little baby would have never lasted this long on her stomache in the first place. lol

Marcus and I have been married offically 4 years. Yesterday. woot. we just did dinner at Pelicans. It's a nice place and was yummy. Was going to do movie but for some reason we cant stand the thought of screwing cc's schedule all to hell...so we didnt even have one total date night. I'm...surviving. lol

Marcus and I have had some crazy strange issues that no normal marriage should go through. *dont ask cuz if u dont know, u wont know* Things you don't prepare yourself for in "marriage 101" it was like a total wtf moment but yea, we move on.

So, Marcus signed up to go to Iraq in January. There are pros and cons - the biggest reason *which he totally wont admit to* is money. We have a hecka lotta debt so this will help us in paying most of it off. I'm ok with it now...ask me in December how I feel. Nothings offical yet but he said more than likely, he's going.

Ok so thats an update. I have a crazy bad headache so ima eat and take some meds. I promise promise to write once a day...okk ok so maybe once a week. promise lol ttyl